Ages

It’s so odd to look back over the years.  Today, as I looked up Further Seems Forever again, I was immediately whisked back to my daily bus ride to school when I was young. It’s so strange to imagine the different person I was back then. 

It all seems like it’s been so long, but it’s only been about six years since the first picture on top till now.  It’s been so many memories since then.  It’s odd to think back to the kid of the bus, blasting Further Seems Forever in his headphones, staring out the window at the school he’s approaching.  I can still remember what I was thinking about back then.  Trying to reconcile what it was being who I was.  Trying to figure out what it was like to live.  Wanting to catch the horizon, reach as far as I can and struggling.  So many years since then. 

Nostalgia’s a weird thing when you get down to it.  The past is in essence a human generated idea, a false world.  The past only exists in our heads, easy to alter, and different for everyone.  The only real thing is the present, but how often so many of us live in either the past or future.  So many days

__

I forgot what I was saying, and spaced out.  I guess some things never change.